control .~[control]~.

My wings shall carry me
carry me far away
from the pain
and from the memories

I've come to far
to stop now and to
end it all

I'm on the last
stretch of road
before I reach
my true home

I've made it through
the worst I'm about
to prove myself

But every now and then
I'm not too sure
that I can take much more

Sometimes I feel like
I am going to break
But that would give
them the power

And I am in control

[my writings]