failing .~[failing]~.

I've tried to tell you
what's wrong with me
and my world
that is constantly
hurting me

But the more I try
the more I fail

I'm so afraid of
what you'll
think of me

Hell I'm already
so afraid of
what you think
of me now

I have failed you
just like I failed
myself and everyone
I care about

It's only a matter
of time before I
breakdown

I'm losing
resistance

It's an everyday
battle to
bite my
tongue

[my writings]